٭ Jikoushoukai


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    ٭ Monday, November 17, 2008


    I would like to blog, blogging sessions can sometimes be pretty entertaining for me and also, a way to ensure I do not type short-formed English. However, the idea of opening my thoughts to everyone around me can sometimes be very less appealing.

    My thoughts can be scary, be imaginative, unique, queer, romantic, unthinkable, disgusting... Go figure. For the sake of months of not posting, here's a random entry.

    As they say: "power of the mind". I wonder how would be like to fully utilize your brain. Ordinary humans like me and you utilize 2% of our brains as discovered by scientists, while geniuses like Thomas Edison and Isaac Newton utilized 3%. Fascinating ain't it? '_'

    How's life for me? Well, I am doing perfectly fine so far, being in the missus' love, care, concern and company has never failed to brighten up my days. Thanks sweetheart for always being there whenever I am down and being my greatest companion, aside from my dudes(Syahril, Wan, Man, Ser Wee, Ghaz). Love you. (:

    School-wise, I am in the suck zone, attendance and grades are getting a little poorer, have to buck up ASAP for this coming 7 weeks. Work-wise, I have been given a rating of 93% by assessors who disguise themselves as shoppers or also known as "mystery shoppers", doing good, but I have to start broadening my horizons, I can't permanently depend on Sentosa Retail for my whole life.
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    Even a blind man could see the amount of love I have for you



    ٭ Kthxbyebye.

    10:32 PM




    ٭ Wednesday, September 17, 2008


    This is a meaningful quote.

    "The path of a relationship with true love is like a trip together down an old dirt path in the woods - sometimes it'll be beautiful and easy, other times it will be a rough walk with its ups and downs, turns and twists. But when you think you're out of the woods and you look back, you are glad the journey took place, and in all, you are glad you and your special someone took it together. But the journey is not over, you have only just begun. So, don't lose faith; keep on walking. If your love is true, the path you two take will never end."



    ٭ Kthxbyebye.

    5:18 AM




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    It's breathtaking when I see the person I've craved my whole life,
    When i look into your eyes to look and know you wouldn't lie.

    It's breathtaking how I'll be busy and then I think of you,
    To know I have you and you have me too.

    It's breathtaking when my eyes open so wide when I'm daydreaming of you,
    When I say I love you,
    I know its really true.

    Its breathtaking the way I stop in my tracks just to see your face,
    And when I'm with you my heart starts to race.

    It's breathtaking I smile when I hear just your name,
    Because I feel as if I've already had my minutes of fame.

    It's breathtaking when you smile and my knees all of a sudden go weak,
    When I see you I suddenly forget to think.

    It's breathtaking the way you make the random hand actions and the beauty of your eyes,
    When I get your smses and long for your replies.

    Its breathtaking when you lean into kiss me,
    And then I wake up from my dream,
    And how when I'm not with you, I want to scream.

    Its breathtaking when I see you, I picture myself saying I love you,
    And you looking longingly into my eyes and saying you love me too.



    ٭ Kthxbyebye.

    5:18 AM




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    Now playing: Fall Out Boy - Fame ( Infamy
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    A sleepless night a week before, another now.

    A sentence that breaks a heart into pieces.

    Once full of joy.

    Now, unknown.

    I don't know how to feel now.

    I, had never felt this cold.

    I had loved you, more than most.

    Even if you were being truthful, that was too direct.

    I felt like I am to be blamed.

    I felt like, our love, was just a lie, was just a dream.

    I know that you are not perfect.

    And nor can I claim to be either.

    But please believe me,

    When I say that I want to be by your side,

    To hold your hand,

    To treasure you in the morning and in the noon-tide,

    To be next to you,

    To be held close to your heart now and possibly for the rest of my living years,

    To comfort you, dry your tears and calm your most frightening fears,

    To fight your battles and show no shame,

    To scream my love for you out loud all over the land

    Whenever life seems to drift you away from me,

    I can't help but cry.

    You've grown to be such a part of me,

    That without you life is no more than a desperate sigh.

    They do say love comes and goes,

    And to that I disagree.

    So, here's my hand,

    Take it and please, don't let go.



    ٭ Kthxbyebye.

    5:18 AM




    ٭ Wednesday, September 3, 2008


    Now playing: Secondhand Serenade - Maybe
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    SCHOOL STARTS TOMORROW

    The dreaded 3 words.

    Personally, I feel that the holidays went too fast. Where did it all go? I didn't had enough time. :(

    Looking at the bright side, at least I'm better off than the Primary & Secondary school students. *evil grins*

    This 3-weeks semester holidays had been a breeze, I totally forgot about school till I remembered I have yet to complete my 'Professional Profiling' module, due to my draft being rejected.

    In summary, what did I do during these 3 weeks?
    1. Working (My responsibilities are ever mounting but it's an escape from school...)
    2. With my sweetheart (All our outings especially our 3d2n chalet...)
    So basically, if I am not working, I am with her. :D

    Anyways, fasting month is here again, day of remembering the poor and etc. If I had a good religious insight about my religion, I wouldn't mind sharing the meaning behind fasting but, well, yeah, I only understand fasting is about we having to put ourselves into the shoes of poor people.

    If you're still not convinced, then Wiki it.

    The day after swity's birthday, we caught the movie "Forgetting Sarah Marshall" at the Cathay which was, er, really not a movie for anyone who detests sexual content and coarse language but other than that, I, or maybe say we, had a good laugh at the movie.

    At first, I was a little uncomfortable watching with her because of the contents but when I heard swity starting to laugh, the feeling subsided and had a good time. :D

    Next, we headed to BaliThai to have our dinner and boy, it was food glorious food. Haha! We ordered...
    1. a pot of Tom Yum Soup with prawns (a must try when eating Thai food, spices used were super strong, just the way I like it!)

    2. Tahu Telur (egg tofu, and it comes with a sweet peanut sauce, another must try when eating in BaliThai)

    3. Cuttlefish in Sweet Sauce (the taste was a little strong for me, haha)

    4. Marinated Chicken wrapped in Pandan Leaves (OMG, can you spell juicy, tender and delicious??)

    5. 2 plates of White Rice

    6. 2 Sparkling Dracula (cherry soda)

    At the end of dinner, it was pretty evident both of us were bloated, and "someone" kept saying she was 3 months pregnant and the food can store up to 3 months, like wth, ahahax!

    There are pictures below to show how much we food we had that night.

    After dinner, we walked around Millenia Walk to digest the food and finally, chilled at the Esplanade, where they had finally finished renovating and have this place where you can sit even closer to the river which to me, is going to be my new chill out spot. Yeaa~

    We had a heart-to-heart conversation, talking about long-term plans, short-term but we kept it realistic. She never fails to impress me as being someone I can hold long conversations with, and I feel blessed to have someone like her to call as my sweetheart. ((:
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    ٭ Kthxbyebye.

    12:56 PM




    ٭ Tuesday, September 2, 2008


    Now playing: X Japan - Endless Rain
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    And it was my sweetheart's birthday yesterday!

    Happy *burp*day to you,
    Happy *burp*day to you,
    Happy *burp*day to my sukuku,
    Happy *burp*day to you!

    Ahahax, since you like to burp at me so much, this burp song is specially for you! Hehe! :P

    Btw, I took that pic from the one which I said your arm was, you know, "muscular"? Haha!


    Usually, most people who are the friends of the person having his/her birthday would expect the boyfriend/girlfriend to be the FIRST person to do the wishing but, well, I decided to do it a little differently. *grins*

    In respect to her wishes of me not to spend so much on her birthday, I decided to make this birthday theme, a memory birthday theme, which I would remember some of the things she like and make it happen.

    The day before my swity's birthday, I went out with Ser Wee, my collegue/friend from work, who wanted to get a new PSP at Sim Lim and wanted me to accompany him so to return the favor, I asked him to tag along with me to Raffles City Shopping Center.

    Before heading to Raffles City, we went into OG which was beside Sim Lim, and I got her the pajamas which she wanted a while back. It was an awkward scene, 2 guys looking around the lingerie section and comparing sizes, trying to determine the right size for her. -___-"

    Purpose to Raffles City Shopping Center: Head to the new Cedele outlet.

    Swity mentioned something that she heard the cakes from Cedele were great and planned to have a cake from there as her birthday so I decided to take a look at their varieties.

    The one which caught my eye was this 'Chocolate Banana Espresso' and it was written somewhere that it was one of their top sellers so with Ah Wee's help, I bought the cake and planned with them that I'll come by tomorrow morning to collect it.

    Before meeting Ah Wee, I ordered a bouquet of blue roses, snap dragons and statics to be sent to her house, since someone hearts blue roses alot. ;)

    I had a hard time deciding which bouquet though because all the bouquets were breathtaking. :P

    For anyone who is curious, you can check it out here

    I was completely exhausted the moment I reached home, both mentally and physically, but regardless of my fatigue, words cannot describe how touched I am when I read this particular SMS sent from her...

    "Well, initially i wanted to end it but as time passes by, i cant lie to myself but to admit that you have been a part of me till time fly terribly slow without you"

    That's really sweet of you sweetheart.


    We had a little misunderstanding due to what she mentioned in her blog, but that is all locked up and sealed away in the past now. Case closed. (:

    On the day of her birthday, I woke up like around 8am and planned my whole surprise carefully. It was suppose to go something like this...

    1) Collect cake.
    2) Get ready under her block with cake.
    3) Wait for flower delivery guy to arrive (9am-11am).
    4) Call her after she receives flowers to come down.
    5) Sing happy birthday.
    6) Go home, change, dinner.

    It turns out that the %@$!*(i can't swear, fasting) delivery guy got lost and spoilt the surprise.

    *S-I-G-H-S*

    So it went something like, I surprised her the moment she was heading to her grandmom's house by calling her when I saw her coming down the stairs. We lit up the cake under her block but it was too windy so we lit it up at the stairs. Since her siblings were home, she cut some portion of the cake to give it to them and wanted to keep the rest at her grandmom's home. (my hand itches everytime i'm reminded of your home can :P)

    We sat under her block after she delivered the cake. I was almost close to the point of giving up waiting and head home to call up the company when the delivery guy called her to double-check her location. (and she thought we were waiting for a friend of mine, hehe)

    Well, I had this thought of lashing out at the delivery guy regarding why didn't he arrive on schedule but seeing her overjoyed face kinda soothes all my anger and the bouquet was quite remarkable as well.

    It started to rain heavily so we spent the whole day at her house, camera-whoring and all since my digital camera can be used finally.

    Overall, I still think I can do better! Ahahax! Till next year sweetheart! Promise!

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    On the day... 1st September 1989
    A beautiful baby girl was born,
    They named her Yeoh Su Qin
    And she would touch my life.

    She was now a beautiful, sweet and thoughtful woman when we met
    And although our time together would be brief
    Passion, romance, heartache and a lifetime of love
    Were put into those short moments in time.

    Neither believed such love existed
    Especially for two strangers living far apart
    But such a love did exist,
    And it was borne in our hearts
    But alas distance would play its part.

    Our love would suffer, but hopefully would not die
    For this was a love made to stand the test of time
    And stand the test of time it will, because
    On the 1st September 1989, my destiny was born

    Happy 19th Birthday Sweetheart, my beautiful destiny...

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    Pictures Galore!



    Chocolate Banana Espresso Cake from Cedele




    Sweetheart with the cake




    Holding the lit up cake




    Bouquet of blue roses, snap dragons and statics




    Sweetheart with the bouquet




    Holding the bouquet




    Sweetheart with her new pajamas




    Going "KAWAII"




    <33




    With the Tigger family




    Sweetheart has way too many Tiggers




    The Tigger Family!



    ٭ Kthxbyebye.

    10:26 AM




    ٭ Sunday, August 31, 2008


    You are the smile on my face, the glow in my eyes
    You are the sunshine in my life's rainy days
    You are the full moon on my darkest night
    You are the stars upon my cloudy skies

    You are the reason I woke up each morning
    You are the reason of my life to keep going
    You are in my fantasies and in my dreams
    You are the love of my life above all these things

    Your picture engraved at the center of my heart
    You are a part of me, my inspiration of my every start
    To my journey, you are the light of my darkest path
    My love for you is like breathing, I find no reason to stop



    ٭ Kthxbyebye.

    4:09 PM